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about me

That's 'seeking: the ONE couple', above there, meaning the one that got ruined because of my stupid and selfish behavior. I am currently in the process of leaving this website. I have learned from the experience, but now it's time to move on. Actually I have decided I am going to wait around and see if perhaps i can rebuild my family. I spent the first few months after my seperation trying to figure out a way to deal with the pain of it all, losing the one woman to whom I should have been paying the utmost attention; and just when I thought I had found my path, she asked me to wait. Then, since I was not in the mood to play emotional yo-yo, I told her I would not, not unless sh could give me a concrete commitment. She couldn't, and so I told her I had to keep moving forward in order to keep myself sane. Then, one fine day, I realised that I never had it so good, and that I should have taken her up on her offer, whatever the cost. Come to find out, I would have gained immesurably in personal growth had I done so. And now she says she herself isn't willing to wait around, won't give me any encouragement, and stays safe behind her wall. But I would be foolish if I did not try at least one more time to win her back. It's going to be a hard road, and a long one, but I owe it to my children. And I owe it to her, to my beloved, who divorced me, because all along I was the one at fault, and she never did anything to deserve the hell I put her through.

about my fling

I've had all the flinging I care to. Now I just want my family back. Pathetic, isn't it? Well, maybe it is, but that's my story, and I'm sticking to it.