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You could say I am somewhat of a romantic. A hopeless romantic at that. Too many guys fall for me too quickly. And honestly, I don't know why. I'm nothing special; I'm not drop dead gorgeous. I am Jennifer. I play guitar till the sun comes up, I smoke plant and cigarettes till my heart is content. I'm sensitive, down to earth, and very loving. Tell me your life story and I'll think of you the same as when we first met. I am very self-conscious about myself. It's not the fact that I think I'm too fat or my teeth are too crooked, it's the fact that I've been hurt over and over again, to the point that I start to go numb. And these new braces have caused physical pain (lol)
I write songs to mend my pain that I have gained over the years. Whether, it'd be pain from a harsh break up, or the fact that I had a father for 17 years and just because I wasn't happy, and I found a way to find happiness, he doesn't want his daughters anymore. Pain finds me no matter where I hide. But, since I have lived through all of it, I am strong
I do have one love that has always stayed beside me through thick and thin, I don't even know where I should begin.... I've been playing guitar for a little over 6 years. I sing too..I am very musically inclined. If it wasn't for my father grounding me for 2 years straight, I would have never just sat around and picked up a guitar, and pick up playing in less than 3 weeks, I would have never been where I am today.
My parents divorced when I was just beginning 4th grade. My older sister basically learned to take care of me from then on. We lived with our father. When she was six****, and I was twelve, She moved out and moved in with mom. I didn't quite understand why. I don't remember those years as well for some reason. I lived with my father for 8 years in parts of Arkansas and Kentucky for five years. That five years was nothing but hurt, mental and emotion abuse, and neglect. I moved in with my mom in the summer of 201
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